hoha.

never did abandon this blog for so long before. I’m starting to feel the guilt with the lack of pictures and lacklusture long boring sermons.

I’m really sorry, and I’ll be back on track when I find out what’s wrong with the camera =) there’s tiny spot which is gray on the 3.0 inch LCD.

Well, I’ve installed several games, yes evil, on my computer, and I’m beginning to wonder if I’ll ever blog again, because my life is gonna’ be boring.

Back to virtual life where I spend 16 hours on forums and game servers. i hated it.

But I miss it as much.

Update will come! Promise!

-frshthaddick

zoro a hero

Gas people talk like gas. i am gas.

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our dark that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people don’t feel insecure around you.We are all meant to shine as children do. Its not just in some of us; its in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.
- Timo Cruz

gonna’ watch it again later.

-zach siow

maxwell for me.

right! Maxwell Hill it is, I’m really excited, as always =)

My 2nd hike since Gunung Ledang.

have to reach Uncle Mok’s place @ 5.30 a.m. crazy.

staying over for 1 night on top, I heard they make nice barbeque and roast lamb! or was it barbeque only?

anyway got all my items packed in the nike bag. I want an ACG as soon as possible, I want JPTYY’s bag!!!

Yeap, but for my mom and all her friends, it’s not really a hike as the ladies and the kids are going up using a truck… hmm?

Will be missing church

but to all the sick people in this really stupid sick season, MAX WELL FOR YOUU

steam breaker.

so I was…

I was relatively very hyped up in the morning, and 4 hours after delicious mac & cheese, I went for FUTSAL~

awesome, I was so excited.

There were many friends that came, surprisingly more than full attendance =) usually you will have to invite 20 people and only 5 and a half will come

Well, it was really fun, playing against and with people who can really play well… that’s the case for the FIRST hour…

2nd hour came and I was starting to feel tired, feeling very burdensome and laborious to breathe, the coughing came even more frequently…

To make things worse, as I was defending this fella, without looking he rammed the ball and aimed for the goal. Well the thing is, it got stuck in the middle of it’s journey and that boundary would be my crotch *stares @ Jay Han…

Well, I am okay, used to it… Been hit in that particular spot more than your parents whacked you in the ass =)

And the case is…For guys, when some force real powerful hit your D-spot, it is very smart, it will transfer all the pain it receives to the abdominal area, for short… The ABS. Where you guys misuse it alot, all of us have abs, even your mom. The difference is in the number of packs =)

Back to the case, I subbed Joshua in. I sat on the bench with full of pain, while trying to maintain my machismo.

When I went back my face immidiately turned green… I felt so loya. I thought I was gonna vomit.

Ate my medicine and took a hot bath… Still feeling really bad, and I really pity my body.. It doesn’t deserve such ill treatment

So I reap what I sow, I’m not feeling THAT healthy again…

Potong stim-ed twice in a week… technically.

But don’t you worry, it’s still functioning

-frshthstupidboy

laboost!

listening to: Through The Eyes of A Child-Reamonn

I’m feeling wayyyyy better now. Only thing left is my cough, but who cares? It’s time to enjoy life

Well, haven’t been attending school for 4 days now, it’s time to go for it tomorrow just to get myself updated on what’s really going on.

It’s time for YOU to ajak me out. I really need to go out and smell polluted air.

I really feel healthy now after tonnes of anti-biotics and the bacteria drink-Vitagen/Yakult.

It’s time to install games in this piece of under-used computer.

Warcraft |||? Quake |||?RA |||? Starcraft ||? CoD|V?

Just thought about updating my graphic card.

Don’t really know what to do now apart from futsal and movies, life’s really boring…

well mom’s mac & cheese + bacon made me happy And try this, pasta + cili padi, damn chun one lo, I mean… if you like spicy stuff la. Ben you should try la xD

-frshthzch

sickbed pt 3.

quick update for you guys, heh. actually it’s for me to feel better.

Woke up 2 times today. now is 1:35 a.m. for my ubat session. Felt so hot inside so I naturally woke up, ngam ngam 4 hours since my last ubat session

Bioclock rocks socks.

Feeling a bit better after ubat, waiting for it to settle down from my throat, don’t want it to masuk wrong lubang when I sleep.

Being sick is a tough job, why aren’t we paid to get sick?

-frshthmidnightsickness

sickbed pt2.

John. Mark.

So progression. Progression is good huh?

Apparently this evening about 5p.m. I thought I was already well, it felt as if I’m healthy again just with just the cough left.

So I put on my pair of Nike Free, and took a jog around the neighbourhood.

It was all good.

Until I reach the park and saw Benjamin alone throwing rocks…At nothing.

So I took out my birthday Nike ball and played juggling and passing around until the rest comes.

After 5 minutes of running and moving my body, my backbone suddenly felt like it was going to fall apart, I quickly sat down as the others played badminton. I didn’t tell no one about my condition, and left without bidding goodbye.

I went home and took a cold shower hoping that it could chill me off, but it was unbearable for my skin and quickly turn on the temperature.

I then covered myself in a thick layer of blanket with the fan on.  My dad saw my condition and took me to the nearest clinic, Eastern Clinic or some sort @ the USJ 2 business area, a few shops away from the cyber cafe.

The doctor saw my age, 15, and immidiately relate me to PMR, which was over last week, while a thermometre was under my tongue, and he checks my heartbeat.

I don’t know how we discussed till we got to the issue of melamine, and then yada yada yada…..

He perscribed me a medical chit, I declined and said it was okay, PMR is over and my teacher doesn’t mind. He replied it is to show that I’m a good boy 

My dad’s cousin opened a Bak Kut Teh stall nearby, which is opposite the Shell Station. And yeah, they are now having dinner there with church and family friends, leaving me alone with peanut butter jelly and bread.

Do check it out, he was originally from Klang, which is the so called Bak Kut Teh prime area.

Had losta’ encouraging messages from friends from school and church, Nicholas prayed for me over the phone, how nice of him =)

I’ve taken my anti-biotic, cough mixture, and Panadol after I had my super-light dinner. Leaving the Flu medicine later before I decide to sleep so that the drowsiness could help me sleep =) smart boy~

My eyes are currently very sensitive to light now, especially to monitors and screens and white lights, so I’m actually looking at my keyboard now as I type, forgive my typos =p

I figured that throughout my 15 years of living on planet Earth, my ill seasons are mid-April, and mid-October. These are rainy seasons, and I guess this temporal body of mine hates the water as much as I am scared of the water, *swimming pools.

Just thank God so much that I didn’t fell sick during the PMR week,  else it would be devastating for me.

I promise myself I’m going to eat good food as soon as I recover, man ever since that Friday evening I got my cough, post-PMR season haven’t started off right.

And I lost my favourite grey guitar plectrum again =(

Thanks to moving here and there during rapid eye movement time, I guess I was catching a thief in my dreams.

Hope that entertained you a bit, and cheered you up =) Because however lousy in a condition you are, there is someone out there that feels lousier than you.

Now I’m looking for a peer that is diagnosed with HIV to make myself feel better.

Wah. Damn! I’m evil X]

-freshy the really sick.

sickbed.

this is why I hate kids.

I know I’m suppose to post about PMR party, but I got sick, and now I’m sooperr tired, cold/hot, and irritated that I have to rush to the washroom everytime I sneeze/cough.

The feeling is unbearable, I know I intended pun to ponteng school, but not in this way =.=

Sitting @ home all day can be quite interesting. When you get bored, you begin to realize things you never did. You observe how each family members move and interact, you get to see things you never knew existed.

Listening to acoustics make me feel better. I always hated overly programed music.

Unplugged, original, live musics always my choice =) crap, Deja vu.

Going for a hike @ some mountain in Taiping this Sunday, really looking forward to break free off stupid pollutions and noise.

I really hate this feeling where the surface of your skin feels so cold, whereas inside of it feels so warm.

It almost feels like your skin doesn’t belong to you anymore. And then your face feels like it expanded an inch or two.

But the thing is I’ve got this thing in me that hates to sit still.

And when you’re out of energy but you just want to run downstairs to get water. It makes you feel like a cancer patient.

I really need to clean my room. My housemaid just clean the floor only, lousy fella.

I remember there was once in Standard 5 I faked my illness. Man I tell you, it was so real that I really got sick after that. I was that desperate not to see my form teacher.

Oh crap mucous is hanging on my lips now.

Got to go.

-frshthsick

aftermath.

Leon: “Life’s good… REAL good” [His thumb is the one you see on peanut packagings]

Oliver Goh: “All I wanna do when I get back home..is…. *huarrrrghh*. sleep.”

Fabian Ang: “Stay AWAY!! I don’t want to have ANY thing to do with PMR… ANYMORE!!!”

Tze Lik [left]: ” Yeah… you know, we could have all the time in the world we want now, whatcha wanna do?”

Jie Sheng [right]: ” Anything that doesn’t involve YOU, and PMR..”

Wen Hao: “PMR? What do you mean PMR? What the hell is that thing? Can you eat it?”

Tzi Ying [left]: “Zac Efron looks soooo cute here”

Amanda [right]: “Zach what? No laa, Zach Siow looks sooo much better” =p

Adhwa: “After being quiet for the whole 3 years of my Junior High life, I have decided to socialize more! In the meantime I will just sit here on my great wall before my humpty dumpty comes”

Sher Nong: “Your voice~~ is the soundtrack of my summer~~ You’ll always be my thunder… so bring ON the RAIN”

Chuan Wei: “One last look, and I’ll never look back on you again. PMR”

HAHA!

I can finally laugh without boundaries.

I can finally sleep till 10 a.m. [that's late enough.]

I can kemaskan my room and my study table.

I can go meet different people.

I can rest.

I can dream dreams now.

I can play sports all I want.

And lastly…

#$@#!!@#$&^@[@#! PMR.

No. I loved PMR. It didn’t ended as I expected but I’m satisfied.

Whatever the results are, I’m just glad I took the exam =)

I shall end my posts of “Route to PMR” with tomorrow’s PMR Party post, I had just now. =)

-frshthHAPPY

mucro.

Suddenly saw this orange button, so I clicked it, and follow where it leads. Make a poll. =)

Didn’t update yesterday, quite lazy lah =)

By the way, exams yesterday was nice, Maths was relatively so easy, didn’t believe it’s PMR standard. Sejarah was okay, because Joshua gave a real good 2 months of tuition =)

Today is nice, it’s still the morning and I’m at home.

Why? Cause I didn’t take the ultimate risk of failing B.C. =)

1 more paper and I AM…

Going to think of my results outcome for a while, and then HAVE MINDLESS FUN.

burn allowance by going to the Cyber Cafe for 12 hours? no way…

I play cheap fun, boardgames, coffee, sandwich, and company =D

And probably explore for places to eat, I’m real jealous of people who knows, and eats good food =)

I saw the new cafe @ my housing area punya shop lots area, called Bliss Cafe.

ooo fancy~

Heard some good reviews about it, and it’s opened by the owner of Kodak, just right beside Bliss =)

I like the name… I love bliss and peace.

And therefore I hate Apple bottom jeans, boots with the fur…

But I DO love Linkin Park tho =)

IMHO, they’re the only “bising band” that makes more sense than pickles…

Before I end, just give a quick vote on “Should I change how I write?”

And give a comment. thanks =D

-frshthbliss