life in a bar chart.

7 04 2009


tissue-paper chart.

By experience I can say this, my life has a seasonal effect on what happens when.

Over 15 years, it has always been like this.

January: I will have a tough time sorting out my life, goals… and my study table. Mommy or sister will surely get emotional during the New Year.

February: I will fall sick, flu, bad cough, fever?

March-June: Very, very busy seasons. Usually involve in a lot of events, clubs, performances, practices, plannings…

After the mid-term exam period [June-July Holidays]: Most awesome time of the year, I get to relax, play lots of football. Everything will run smoothly at this period.Oh, my pocket $$ is also most at these times.

August-September: Laid back, but getting slightlier busier, preparing for year-end exams. Mommy and sister’s birthdays fall on September, I will forget to buy gifts for them.

October: Wrapping up school homeworks, school duties, getting results. Play a lot. -Year End Exams-

November: Starting of holidays, also the funnest. -Will be at Bali this year-

December: Busy-busy, tight schedules. Juggle between church services, friends, outside friends, school friends, events, parties, sleepovers, camps……….

Wrap up!

And then it repeats itself…

Now is what I call the “very-very busy” season. I hate this part the most.

Preparing for mid-term exams, getting over-involved.

Especially being Form 4, I’m still not use to the environment, but I can feel myself gearing my way up.

And especially at this season, homeworks, projects and tests blossoms most.

I’m a slow, laid-back person, I cannot stand under rapid rain-fall. Or in this case, meteor-rain.

I’m starting to get good at this life thing. It’s like it has a formula to it, once you get it, it’s easier to get solutions and answers.

Not that I know for sure how to succeed, how to get girlfriends in one minute. But it’s there, I’ve lived this life more than anyone has. The only one that knows better than me is none other than God-Master Creator.

And no one could live as Zach Siow Ke-Wei better than I can.

I’m awesome, I can do this. [~]

I’ve done this before,

the next best thing I can do is, do it again. [!!!]




18 03 2009


Happy 18th, 1 week in advanced.

It’s a rarity to have a successful surprise birthday party, when it comes to CBC [~]

I thought it was a really nice party, because it was not over bombastic, at the same time not dead like a knot.



while she was out with Yan Chi,

both her school friends and church friends gathered inside the house with the slippers all kept out of sight in the storeroom.

kinda awkward having 2 big groups with one mutual friend  under one roof .

wanted to greet them, but I guess the age gap was quite big[2 years], and partly because I’m me, timid.


scribbling and drawing lotsa’ random stuff on Lilly’s card.


we all sweat our skins off comfortably in Caryn’s room while the “others” were in Lilly’s.


that’s probably how you would react when 2 groups of people you know, large and small comes surging out like water from 2 different rooms, to wish you a Happy Birthday!

poor thing, my legs would tremble on me.


Angel Zach[Mok] to bring extra stools.


Angel | Man | Devil



When you know what this is, you’ll puke.

Well, it was a nice Tuesday. and I hope for more. Holidays are ending although it just started.

Am not sure if I can kick myself back in to the pool of books already.

Happy Birthday Lilly!

I was more blessed and encouraged by you, then I am supposed to!

-ZachSiow. omgwrongblog!

traffic diversion

8 02 2009

redirect yourself-here.

relink me-

i can’t!

18 01 2009

I failed to launch the new blog, and this blog is like, left to rot!
Just feeling so hard to cope with new subjects, objects, and people.

Not sure when I can get active again.

Then again, Happy CNY!

freshy desolation and reform

2 01 2009

visit the preview of the new site here.

brief explanation and update is there.



26 12 2008

am in a SOHO hotel in Manila now, while their doing their thing.

using the internets for a while, just to tell you all that im alive, and I have like another 4-5 days left in here =)

yeap, that’s me =D

23 12 2008

i’m leaving for the journey to the North East in about 3 and a half hours time, not really excited but still scared that I might lose the keys to the padlock of my luggage, passports, enough money or not, music on mp3 good enough? etc.

Obsessive compulsive disorder, basically strikes me @ this ungodly hour.

1. Camera-checked

2. Chargers-checked

3. Towels, toiletries-checked….

This is what I hate about traveling, packing.

Don’t really know what to expect, really. Would like to experience backpacking around the city with little cash and plain clothes.

I’ve experienced Christmas @ the park, Christmas @ church, Christmas @ home, Christmas @ relative’s home, Christmas @ shopping malls. But never imagined Christmas @ Philippines, heck, who would even think of traveling to the Philippines?

The only two Tagalog Lang phrases I know is

Maligayang Pasko – Merry Christmas

Magandang Araw – Good Day

Yeah… They sound the same so I choose to remember these two only.

I want to sleep already,

please pray for me to have a safe trip over there and not to get robbed or bombed by rebels, thank you.

of yeah, my PMR results too! =)

-zach is traveling again