life in a bar chart.

tissue-paper chart.

By experience I can say this, my life has a seasonal effect on what happens when.

Over 15 years, it has always been like this.

January: I will have a tough time sorting out my life, goals… and my study table. Mommy or sister will surely get emotional during the New Year.

February: I will fall sick, flu, bad cough, fever?

March-June: Very, very busy seasons. Usually involve in a lot of events, clubs, performances, practices, plannings…

After the mid-term exam period [June-July Holidays]: Most awesome time of the year, I get to relax, play lots of football. Everything will run smoothly at this period.Oh, my pocket $$ is also most at these times.

August-September: Laid back, but getting slightlier busier, preparing for year-end exams. Mommy and sister’s birthdays fall on September, I will forget to buy gifts for them.

October: Wrapping up school homeworks, school duties, getting results. Play a lot. -Year End Exams-

November: Starting of holidays, also the funnest. -Will be at Bali this year-

December: Busy-busy, tight schedules. Juggle between church services, friends, outside friends, school friends, events, parties, sleepovers, camps……….

Wrap up!

And then it repeats itself…

Now is what I call the “very-very busy” season. I hate this part the most.

Preparing for mid-term exams, getting over-involved.

Especially being Form 4, I’m still not use to the environment, but I can feel myself gearing my way up.

And especially at this season, homeworks, projects and tests blossoms most.

I’m a slow, laid-back person, I cannot stand under rapid rain-fall. Or in this case, meteor-rain.

I’m starting to get good at this life thing. It’s like it has a formula to it, once you get it, it’s easier to get solutions and answers.

Not that I know for sure how to succeed, how to get girlfriends in one minute. But it’s there, I’ve lived this life more than anyone has. The only one that knows better than me is none other than God-Master Creator.

And no one could live as Zach Siow Ke-Wei better than I can.

I’m awesome, I can do this. [~]

I’ve done this before,

the next best thing I can do is, do it again. [!!!]

-frshstartingagain[?]
AHHH WRONG BLOG AGAIN, I AM NOT 15!!!

success!

Happy 18th, 1 week in advanced.

It’s a rarity to have a successful surprise birthday party, when it comes to CBC [~]

I thought it was a really nice party, because it was not over bombastic, at the same time not dead like a knot.

while she was out with Yan Chi,

both her school friends and church friends gathered inside the house with the slippers all kept out of sight in the storeroom.

kinda awkward having 2 big groups with one mutual friend  under one roof .

wanted to greet them, but I guess the age gap was quite big[2 years], and partly because I’m me, timid.

scribbling and drawing lotsa’ random stuff on Lilly’s card.

we all sweat our skins off comfortably in Caryn’s room while the “others” were in Lilly’s.

that’s probably how you would react when 2 groups of people you know, large and small comes surging out like water from 2 different rooms, to wish you a Happy Birthday!

poor thing, my legs would tremble on me.

Angel Zach[Mok] to bring extra stools.

Angel | Man | Devil

When you know what this is, you’ll puke.

Well, it was a nice Tuesday. and I hope for more. Holidays are ending although it just started.

Am not sure if I can kick myself back in to the pool of books already.

Happy Birthday Lilly!

I was more blessed and encouraged by you, then I am supposed to!

-ZachSiow. omgwrongblog!

traffic diversion

redirect yourself-here.

relink me- http://frshz.wordpress.com

i can’t!

I failed to launch the new blog, and this blog is like, left to rot!
Just feeling so hard to cope with new subjects, objects, and people.

Not sure when I can get active again.

Then again, Happy CNY!
-frshthunsettled

freshy desolation and reform

visit the preview of the new site here.

brief explanation and update is there.

DON’T ABANDON THIS BLOG, YET!

what?

am in a SOHO hotel in Manila now, while their doing their thing.

using the internets for a while, just to tell you all that im alive, and I have like another 4-5 days left in here =)

yeap, that’s me =D

i’m leaving for the journey to the North East in about 3 and a half hours time, not really excited but still scared that I might lose the keys to the padlock of my luggage, passports, enough money or not, music on mp3 good enough? etc.

Obsessive compulsive disorder, basically strikes me @ this ungodly hour.

1. Camera-checked

2. Chargers-checked

3. Towels, toiletries-checked….

…

…

This is what I hate about traveling, packing.

Don’t really know what to expect, really. Would like to experience backpacking around the city with little cash and plain clothes.

I’ve experienced Christmas @ the park, Christmas @ church, Christmas @ home, Christmas @ relative’s home, Christmas @ shopping malls. But never imagined Christmas @ Philippines, heck, who would even think of traveling to the Philippines?

The only two Tagalog Lang phrases I know is

Maligayang Pasko – Merry Christmas

Magandang Araw – Good Day

Yeah… They sound the same so I choose to remember these two only.

I want to sleep already,

please pray for me to have a safe trip over there and not to get robbed or bombed by rebels, thank you.

of yeah, my PMR results too! =)

-zach is traveling again

would you take what’s left of me? =)

hmm. lackluster phrases, and posts. picture drought.

all these are because I was so busy from early December till now!

Welcome to the beginning of the end of the year, mid December.

Many many many things overwhelmed over my life through this short, short year.

2008 has been a year of surprises, and mystery.

Unpredictable, fun, exciting, and never failed to leave me pondering about life.

Christmas is in 3 days time, there’s no Christmas tree in my house as we always have. Just dust, and old furnitures covered with dust, waiting to be disposed after the renovation is done.

I feel nostalgic all of a sudden, looking at the corner where I grew up setting up Christmas trees. It has been 11 years now since my family found salvation.

And ever since without fail, the 6 foot tall Christmas tree will be set up half a month before Christmas. And year by year I will measure my height by the tree. Last year I was almost reaching the top!

Not sure about this year though.

Many Christmas had already past ever since I joined CBC Subang-Sunway. All kinds of services and events had been creatively prepared every year, this year would be less surprising though.

The warmth of carols, carolers, pies, I will miss a lot.

While I’m not sure what to expect this Christmas over at Philippines.  Not looking forward, really.

I haven’t even pack my luggage yet.

It seems year by year, festivals gets less appealing to me.

I get all nostalgic every time I reach to this point of the year. I hate it.

But what I want this Christmas is to understand why am I celebrating it. There must be a reason for me to do it there in the Philippines, which covers Malaysia from the Siberian monsoon wind, forgot which direction.

I don’t really care if I get presents or not, it all seem so pale to me now. But I don’t mind receiving it either =p

I’m pretty worn out so to say.

I can’t find my 2008 New Year resolutions I did when I was 14, will dig up my old dusty blog for it =)

I’m leaving this blog on the 31st. Starting a new one, without repeating the same mistake I did, which is putting my age as the title, as I did with my other blog.

Help me think of a title will ya’? =D

Don’t worry, this is not a good bye post. Will still update @ The Philippines, if I get internet over there.

Since around May I started this blog, now in total I have 5 thousand views, about 700-1000 views per month.

Not too shabby for a starter. heh.

-frshthzch@ CHRISTMAS.

anyhoo.

Updating from a local cyber cafe, near church.

It was Anne and Sze Gions wedding just half an hour ago, I felt lousy so I came here.

Just to fill the time, waiting for Gilbert and Ivan to come, so we could go for the performance done by orphans later.

I realized just now, that when you’re tired, your emotions run dry. Like me now, no smile, no frown, no wrinkles. It’s like I have botox everywhere on my face.

But right now things are getting worse as there are some game competition going on the other side of this cafe, and people are screaming all over the place about a game. [gosh!]

I would like to go to their faces slam their keyboards and say that there’s a reason why “chat” function was created.. But I have not enough guts to do it.

So I will be here listening to gamers clap, shout, scream, yell, laugh, just like what I saw in the zoo.

I hope there won’t be any fights, I don’t want to be an “accident” victim.

It’s already the 13th of December, just half of a month left for 2 oo 8.

And my Christmas ain’t coming so well for me. I don’t have the good’ol feeling of excitement and warmth like every other season.

I’m not sure, I’m still not smiling.

-frshthguyyoumet.

hmm?

when a person speaks a word to 2 person. the next minute the word becomes 2 words to 4 person. the next it becomes 8 words to 16 people.

that’s when the first person and the 2 words will have problems with the 2 person who gave 2 words out to 4 person.
[geddit’ or not i don’t care.]

that’s what happen to me. and I’m in the 2nd tier where the first person told me one word.

so now I’m in trouble. =)
If i were the first person I wouldn’t take it to matter because I know how the human mouth works.

But to that person now, it’s a serious matter. Although to most of us it’s nothing, really.

So my vow now is to not tell anything, so when you ask me to spread the word, think twice cause I’m a word vacuum.

gay? no.
speedy update:
tomorrow is Anne & Sze Gions BIG day!!!
wooOooooOooOOoooOOOOOOooOoOooo…

-frshthwordvacuum