would you take what’s left of me? =)

hmm. lackluster phrases, and posts. picture drought.

all these are because I was so busy from early December till now!

Welcome to the beginning of the end of the year, mid December.

Many many many things overwhelmed over my life through this short, short year.

2008 has been a year of surprises, and mystery.

Unpredictable, fun, exciting, and never failed to leave me pondering about life.

Christmas is in 3 days time, there’s no Christmas tree in my house as we always have. Just dust, and old furnitures covered with dust, waiting to be disposed after the renovation is done.

I feel nostalgic all of a sudden, looking at the corner where I grew up setting up Christmas trees. It has been 11 years now since my family found salvation.

And ever since without fail, the 6 foot tall Christmas tree will be set up half a month before Christmas. And year by year I will measure my height by the tree. Last year I was almost reaching the top!

Not sure about this year though.

Many Christmas had already past ever since I joined CBC Subang-Sunway. All kinds of services and events had been creatively prepared every year, this year would be less surprising though.

The warmth of carols, carolers, pies, I will miss a lot.

While I’m not sure what to expect this Christmas over at Philippines.  Not looking forward, really.

I haven’t even pack my luggage yet.

It seems year by year, festivals gets less appealing to me.

I get all nostalgic every time I reach to this point of the year. I hate it.

But what I want this Christmas is to understand why am I celebrating it. There must be a reason for me to do it there in the Philippines, which covers Malaysia from the Siberian monsoon wind, forgot which direction.

I don’t really care if I get presents or not, it all seem so pale to me now. But I don’t mind receiving it either =p

I’m pretty worn out so to say.

I can’t find my 2008 New Year resolutions I did when I was 14, will dig up my old dusty blog for it =)

I’m leaving this blog on the 31st. Starting a new one, without repeating the same mistake I did, which is putting my age as the title, as I did with my other blog.

Help me think of a title will ya’? =D

Don’t worry, this is not a good bye post. Will still update @ The Philippines, if I get internet over there.

Since around May I started this blog, now in total I have 5 thousand views, about 700-1000 views per month.

Not too shabby for a starter. heh.

-frshthzch@ CHRISTMAS.